Current Facebook Status: Thank God for overcast mornings on days the contacts don’t cooperate!!
Currently Playing in the Background: Biggest Loser, but wishing it was NCIS
I haven’t been completely up front about this whole ‘I wanna be a writer when I grow up’ thing with people I know ‘in real life’.
It’s scary to tell people that your dream is to write books and sell them and have people buy them at places like Amazon or Wal-Mart or ‘wherever books are sold’. There’s been a few people I’ve told who have been less than supportive. That makes me tentative to tell others. There’s a few people in my life who I’m certain will not be supportive – or will be ‘supportive’, but not really. You know, things like “Honey, we just don’t want you to get hurt when this doesn’t work out for you.”
And so I haven’t told very many people in my ‘real life’.
It’s occurred to me that while I am protecting myself, I’m also denying both myself and my friends and family the opportunity for support.
- The support of friends and family who love me and want what’s best for me
- Well, isn’t that enough? 😉
- Not ‘I knew her when…’ – that’s not my point
- The opportunity to love and support me
I know that sounds kind of selfish, but it’s not meant to be. I’ve been thinking about how I would feel on ‘the other side’ of this. I would want the opportunity to be supportive. I would be hurt that I wasn’t allowed to do so. Some people more than others, obviously, but still.
And so I’m pondering whether or not to totally come out of the writing closet completely.
While it has nothing to do with the Purple Shadows vote, if those of you already in the know [mostly writer friends I’ve made along the journey so far] wanted to go vote [for me or not for me], go for it. I’m currently in a fairly distant third. But still third of eight :).
Back to pondering – and writing reviews…